David Cook

David Cook just became the…uhm 6th? 5th? whatever.. he became the American Idol. I found out from Migs. And i thought it was cute because his mom[migs] loves American Idol. And she was so into it. She congratulated David Cook through the tv screen. And she called a bunch of people to tell them about his success. How sweet. Its a start of a new era. The Cookerian Era. Ha. That sounds cute. I never voted for Mr. Cook. Heard him sing once and I liked it. I think the only time i voted in American Idol was for Kelly Clarkson right after she sang Aretha Franklin’s "Respect." It was bloody brilliant. I like how "bloody" is similar to the F word in England. Ie: "Turn of that bloody alarm!!!!!"

Time’s passing by so quickly.. Cook is the 6th or 5th American Idol already. Im getting old. 18 years of life. That’s pretty long. My friends convinced me to try and buy salvia for them. I was so nervous about it. And I realized.. I’m not matured enough for this. I was too scared to do so. It’s not like it was illegal or anything. I was just too shy. I don’t try new things out for myself. I have to get people’s suggestions and opinions before I act upon something..and I don’t ask people questions unless its incredibly necessary. And if possible I make other people ask for me. I soo haven’t grown up yet. One way to positively look at it is that I act defensively ie like defensive driving. I ask people who have more experience in order to do things correctly. But then again.. its not really living. I’m using other people’s experiences as a guide. It’s not like heads will roll if I make my own mistakes. But I still don’t do much about it. I’m  so fearful of doing things wrong. I don’t know why or how I’ll come out of  my shell. I hope it happens soon.. because I can’t be a kid forever..